i hope he will reply it because if not, i will more curious about him.
if he reply it, i will forget all about the feeling that i had towards him.
i will no longer bother about loving him.
that a good thing for me.
i dont know if he ever had thinking about me because i am not.
when he dissapear, i had no longer bother about him.
but when he came back, those feeling was appear again.
i did not like it so much because it make me so pathetic.
i must make myself busy so that i will not thinking about him anymore
or i must find someone to think about.
and just like right now, i play tumblebugs ;) I am so busy!
do you know what i am doing to forget about him?
first, i had delete his account from mine.
than i had edited my profile so that he will not find me.
than i delete all our conversation through this account.
do you know why i am doing all this?
so that, he can't find me because i dont want him to find me.
and all this because i want to forget about him.
maybe he will be curious about that.
but he dont know women.
i know what he will say, "let just be a friend"
but i dont want to be just a friend
i want more than that and i know he will not want that.
there is no way "just friend" in relationship between man and women.
only if they had somebody in their life but between me and him
i think u you what i mean.
that's why, i had to forget about him.
so i hope he will just forget about me who had been his friends even for a while.
