night sky - August 18,2010.

I got this idea when i sitting alone in front of my house ;) 

When we look at the sky at night, we often praise the moon and stars, but we never thought the sky was dark. Do you know that.. without the sky, the moon and the stars will not look beautiful up there?

All about the moon and the stars, they are beautiful and shining up there and dont you think the sky will disappointed with that? The sky was dark but its let the stars and the moon to show up without feeling jealousy.

Even the sky was dark, but it give us a feeling of joy and that make us thanks.. for let us see the moon and the stars. Cloud are jealous with the moon and the stars by covering them with their huge shape without thinking that we are watching.

But then, comes the wind. Its blow up the cloud to show us the moon and the stars but we never thanks to them for let us see the beautiful night sky. Then its comes to us. Its blow us with the cold wind, so cold but warm. That feeling was warm.

Thanks God for create them for us. We should be thankful to God cause let us enjoy the scene. Be thankful. You will not regret.

Amin. Thank you Allah S.W.T

Writing

when i look back in my diary~ i write so many things... but i think that was not me...confuse.
am i the one who wrote all that stuff?
when i read it back, that feeling is growing inside. i feel this before. its fun to read it again when you feel bored... i have so much story to tell, so much story to read..
some in my diary in my Samsung application, some in kakao story..some in memo and some in this blog..
i don't know...i feel relax whenever after i wrote it. doesn't matter where is it.. as long i wrote it.. i feel the pressure is release~
Amin~

This feeling

The day i realize i starting to like you is the day i not seeing you for awhile.
even i ignore but that feeling keep hiding in my heart.
even i ignore but that feeling grow faster in my heart.
i told you i like you..
do you really dont know?

look at me..
i give you my heart.
do you really not see me?

now you know that i like you, but you seems to ignore
i got headache, my heart hurting.
i know you like me too, you friends told me so.
but why you seems to ignore me?

please look at me, please hear me.
i hurting right now? why you so cruel to me?
if you don't want me, please tell me..
so i can buried my feeling towards you.
cause i don't want to be hurt anymore, because of this one sided love.

Thanks for reading this. It was my lyrics.. i create not a long time ago...
my feeling~ :)

How she become my Bestfriend

our character is same but not really same.. maybe because we have same zodiac. i understand about her but sometimes i am wrong. the first time i meet her.. i said.."She will be my friends!"
im not remember much..i remember only things that make me happy, joy,sad,feel wrong...i remember that day..she cry because she cannot accept that she 'malukan' herself via phone in conversation with that stupid guy! and i dont know how to comfort her and i end up scolding her :( i said something like 'eah!keep crying! call u mom!' i know it is not her faults but i keep doing that...
There also a moment when both of us was not talking with each other..2 weeks?? i cant remember but it feels like a years... we become sensitive..every single word was hearbroken. we did not talk and end up with pretending we are still goods. I remember..before taht we plan something like..we not talking with each other..we are like an enemy...to see reaction of our classmate and its really happens! Allah S.W.T menduga kami by make its reality. and thanks to Allah S.W.T..we more appreciate this Friendship.
Yesterday..was the day.She really far from here..Scotland for studying. it will be 2 years...Be good! i pray for your safety and health. dont forget ur pray...ur selawat.. Amin.