crazy

what will you do if someone that u just met just 10 minutes ago and ask for your number and that guy, u just bumped into him because you are in the same building with him.
and i don't really know why, i' m giving my number to him? am i so desperate? S***!!!!
but when i tell my mom about it, she really like it!
me? yeah i will lying if i said that i' m not like it.
yeah, i kind of like that kind of stuff but it just so real
and plus, he's not my type.
but i like this feeling
shocking happy, it's  funny~~

but please, i want prince charming
who make me fall in love again
i' m not just want to feel "LIKE" but i want to fall in "LOVE"
where is my price? i want to see him.
don't make me wait cause i hate waiting
i want to have you
and my mind keep telling his name
HAFIZ~
even though, i almost forget about how he looks like.
i am sorry, i thing, i still like you~
ahhhhh, what really happen to me?
am i really lonely that much?
i hate it!
i know i have no chance at all but i hope i will not thinking about this LOVE thing again
i am so pathetic.

Letter for Rain & Mblaq

really-really happy today! wooooooooooooooooo
i already sent a letter to Rain and Mblaq! hope they get it.
next week, i will sent it again~~
i forgot what i writing to them but believe me, it all from my pure heart ;)
i really happy when i imagined that they reading my letter xoxo
i buying so many thing to make my letter look really nice and cute (^x^)
i think, i want to sent them a poskad.
that belong to malaysia comic artist. kekeke
it such a cute poskad! i love them!

Pasta

i love having sweet moment here.
as i watching this korean drama "pasta"
it makes me feel the sweetnest of love.
maybe it is not love that everyone wanted but it was love i want very badly.
rather than that, i want to be just like her. someone who chasing their ambition truthly, positive
in thinking, hardworking and everything she said was nice, courage
and positive. she simple minded. why cant i become just like her.
my mind was so complicated. too many things to think about. complicated!
my mom said, the way i am thinking is different than others. i always
disagree with others. i never think wheather they like it or not, i just
with what i believe and said, never though of someone else. their feeling.
why? why?!! i try and try but i am still like this. it was hard for me.
i am trying to think before i speak but it just doesnt work. i want to
think it again before i saying anything. i want to be positive.
please help me Allah! help me!!

Feeling

i am not sure weather is real or just a fantasy
what i am sure right now is that we are not mean together
i know that i am not a perfect girl that you really wanted
i just cant accept who are you really means to me
i just cant let this go
this feeling, loving you
but i know
i'm just a little bird who cant flying high in the sky
im just a little bird who keep flying around, alone
because this little bird is really scared of sky

campur

Missing Rain

i will miss BiRain so much! huhuhu :( he my first idol who introduce me with kpop music~ arghhhhhh!! i will miss him so much. i am crying while typing this! huhuhuhu. Rain! oppa! i will always remember you. i mark your date!  i'll be waiting for you~ fighthing oppa!!