Hey diary!  How are you?  Sorry for disturbing you. I know...I only looking for you when I feeling down. Don't blame me for this! That's your job, right?

I just feel depressed. I don't even know why! Life..hurmmmmm.  it difficult. GOD! please give me strength to keep on doing my license. Please give me strength to loving everyone equally. Please give me strength so that I will not loving someone so deeply that will make my heart ache. I begging you.

Relationship

I got this idea while i am driving.
i dunno why? but just it's came out~




Wake up in the morning without you by my side.
Without you trying to touch my face.
Without you grabbing my wrist and hug me again while i trying to make your breakfast.
I can't imagined it more further~

Please forgive me this time.
I will not do it again.
this was the last time, no more~
Dear my darling, i'm here.
trying to fix everything but you will not turning back.
you say " I am Sorry " but
I didn't get it~

Did you remember this place?
Did you remember this wind? can you feel it?
This was the place, our eyes meet~
I almost fell down, then you smile.
embarrassing but that was the starting of everything~

and now, this was the ending~

Korea Adventure Day 1 (21042013)

Arriving in Korea. Just me and my sister. We are Malaysian. Not really good in English and i did not know how to speak Korean. Totally zero! Thats why i called it's Adventure!

After arriving in Korea, we headed to information center and ask for direction to go to Airport Railway~ Thank you for your kindness Miss~ We manage to find that place and our first destination was Hongik University~ Is a long journey but it was adventures~

We bring too many luggage and its heavy. we are supposedly check in at 1400 but because of our early flight we arrived around 0800 in the morning, so we just store our luggage at Boa Guesthouse. What i like about Boa Guesthouse was they provide really good and excellent service for their customer. I really satisfied with them! Thank You~

They provide Surau for Muslim costumer, which was very good for us.
They provide muslim cabinet which is for muslim cooking such as pan and etc. They really considered all this kind of thing which make me very grateful to be there.

After we put our luggage, we headed to early morning market near with Hongik University area but unfortunately  we came too early so we didn't manage to shopping there..hehehehe
but we manage to take picture at Hongik University Area~ I really love the surrounding, especially in the early morning, so quiet and so cold~we walk around that area and enjoy our first day in Korea before we headed to Itaewon to eat our lunch :) Kebab Turki and it's HALAL ;)

We walk around that area before we headed back to Boa Guesthouse. It's really tired! You know why, because we new here so we not really arrived at the place we heading according to the plan~ hahahahahaha
After we came back to the guesthouse, we just clean up and rest so that day 2 will be our next adventure~

Chill Qila!

Once again. loving someone is hopeless.

i better just let it go~

i better not falling in love again~

it is better for me if i just like him~

like i like kpop artist~ hahaha

Chill Qila! 

you are not weak at all...

you can do it better~

i just wait~

be stalker! aha!

maybe it is good! hahaha

like in the movie, perhaps~

night sky - August 18,2010.

I got this idea when i sitting alone in front of my house ;) 

When we look at the sky at night, we often praise the moon and stars, but we never thought the sky was dark. Do you know that.. without the sky, the moon and the stars will not look beautiful up there?

All about the moon and the stars, they are beautiful and shining up there and dont you think the sky will disappointed with that? The sky was dark but its let the stars and the moon to show up without feeling jealousy.

Even the sky was dark, but it give us a feeling of joy and that make us thanks.. for let us see the moon and the stars. Cloud are jealous with the moon and the stars by covering them with their huge shape without thinking that we are watching.

But then, comes the wind. Its blow up the cloud to show us the moon and the stars but we never thanks to them for let us see the beautiful night sky. Then its comes to us. Its blow us with the cold wind, so cold but warm. That feeling was warm.

Thanks God for create them for us. We should be thankful to God cause let us enjoy the scene. Be thankful. You will not regret.

Amin. Thank you Allah S.W.T